Monday, October 6, 2008

It just isn't hap-nin

I am so frustrated with how slow things are going. I know I should not expect much but, I am completely burnt out, and have been since moving.

I only wish I can get some of the things done that I need to do, without going down for another week. I have been trying for a week to do things and failed. I even had to cancel a date that Papa had planned for us last night. I went out for a couple hours and bam...down. I think it is some kind of cold the past week. Just after a couple hours of going to the store, left me hardly able to hold my head up and wanting to loose my cookie!

Anyway. We are so happy here and I have so much I want to do and can't wait to show everyone when it is done. But, I need to recover. I need all the prayers and positive vibes I can get to get back to my normal or at least half of my normal self so I can fix up our house like we want. AND keep it clean! Everyday, dirty or clean, we always say "I love this house!" We really are happy here. I am just sick of being unable to get my body to do what it is suppose to do!

Until I get better, I have something to look forward too. Usually when I want something I usually can get it done. It is different, how my heart, spirit and brain want my body to do things and it just won't cooperate. I was always a fighter, but, these days have been rough. I am going to chalk it up to over doing it in the move, and hope in the next month or so...I will be much better. This week, I think I have had some kind of cold, at least that is what it feels like, a bad one! Probably why I am so angry at not being able to do anything.

For now, I wait and plan for the days I can put my creative juices to work, and get our house looking like the pictures in the magizines, and actually have visitors!! Plus, well, I don't have to get into how much fun Papa and I can have when we don't have to worry about fixing, putting away things, cleaning and concentrate on having fun! I liked our last date when we came home with more money then what we left with!

So, if anyone wants to visit me, pray for me to get my butt in gear and get it done!! Right now, I am really getting inpatient and resorting to begging for prayers!

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